Friday 18th September 1998
Sitting here staring blankly at the screen
Tears falling from my eyes
Only thing I can think is that I love you
All this happening makes me cry.
Looking through logs from ages
With never a fight before
Now you pass me away like I meant nothing
This making me very sore.
Have no idea what to do anymore
Or even what to say
This situation fills my heart
With much more than dismay.
What can I say to make you understand
That I had no intention to hurt you,
So I am not as smart as you may like,
But lie is something I need not do.
Twas not my fault I knew no better,
Just went on what I was told
Now I miss you so terribly
You are not even here to hold!